Covered in Mud

Although I am a proud country girl, I'm not too fond of mud. I can't stand for my hands to be gritty and I just don't like to feel... dirty. However I can proudly say that I've played in dirt. Like many of you, I have made my share of mud pies. May have been many years ago, but I'm almost certain that you have.  I recall being much younger and me and my cousins making them in my grandma's yard anytime it rained. I remember how filthy we would get. Yeah, pretty nasty. And as if mud is not a mess by itself, could you imagine it being made with something other than water? Dirt and saliva, perhaps? EW! I also recall playing with saliva or if we'll be real about it and call it in it's most disgusting terminology, spit. Don't front sis, you've made spit bubbles when you were younger. As I've gotten older, those two things are two of the most repulsive things ever. Of course a little mud isn't that big of a deal because it can be washed off.. but saliva is disrespectful! Especially if it's someone else's! Fewer things turn my stomach more than to see a man spit all the time, but that is probably another post all together. Speaking of mud pies and our youth, let's play make believe sis. 

Let's pretend you were born with a large cut on your neck. The doctors have no explanation as to why it is there and aside from it your life has been normal. It doesn't really hurt and you've learned to live with it. You wear high collared shirts so that it is not very noticeable. You take particular care when bathing as to not irritate it. Altogether it has become a part of who you are and it doesn't bother you. Well... except for the instances that someone stares at you as though you are a freak of nature or ask you questions dripping in ignorance as if they'd never witnessed a deformity. Aside from that, you're quite healthy and happy because you've learned to accept the cut and the reality that there is nothing to do to heal it. But alas! A doctor has just opened a practice nearby and word has it he has cured a similar cut in another country. He put a clear ointment on the cut, told the patient she would be fine, and before she walked out of the office her life long cut was gone!!! Oh... you've got to see this doctor. Right, sis?! 

So you make an appointment and he has an opening. You tell the receptionist exactly what your appointment is regarding and she says the doctor can see you the next day. She calls you back later that evening and tells you the doctor will be seeing patients at another location that day and gives you the address. No big deal though because surely the doctor will be able to heal your wound. You get to the doctor's office and he assess your cut. He says, "Hmmm... no problem at all." He reaches into his pocket, pulls out a vial of sand, pours the sand in his hand, spits in his hand, rubs it together to form a mud ball and proceeds to put the mud on your neck!! WHOA DOC!!! But... in your desperation you allow him to go forth. As he is rubbing this muddy concoction on your neck, getting it all over the collar of your new shirt, you recall that this regime is nothing like the prescription that healed the other lady. Interesting. Oh, well. The doctor finishes applying the mud and tells you that the water in the office is off for maintenance, you'll have to use the rest room next door to wash the mud blob off BUT afterwards your cut would be gone forever. 

What do you do... do you allow the doctor to put this stinky, spit and mud concoction on your neck? You know he has healed someone else but it didn't take all of this. This is unconventional, disgusting, not tested or explainable. Even if you decide to let him, are you willing to expose yourself to even more attention by walking next door to wash this mess off? Or do you say this is just too much, forget it! This is crazy. Honestly sis.. what do you do? 

Although this situation is unlikely to occur today with all of the advancements in medicine, Jesus actually used mud....made with His saliva... to heal a man that had been blind from birth. The story of the blind man can be found in John 9:1-34. Here is an excerpt from that passage (NIV):

1-7: As He went along, He saw a man blind from birth. His disciples asked him, “Rabbi, who sinned, this man or his parents, that he was born blind?” “Neither this man nor his parents sinned,” said Jesus, “but this happened so that the works of God might be displayed in him. As long as it is day, we must do the works of him who sent me. Night is coming, when no one can work. While I am in the world, I am the light of the world.” After saying this, he spit on the ground, made some mud with the saliva, and put it on the man’s eyes.  “Go,” he told him, “wash in the Pool of Siloam” (this word means “Sent”). So the man went and washed, and came home seeing.

10-11 “How then were your eyes opened?” they asked. He replied, “The man they call Jesus made some mud and put it on my eyes. He told me to go to Siloam and wash. So I went and washed, and then I could see.”

This miracle was one of seven highlighted in the book of John and exhibits a reoccurring theme throughout the bible; Jesus giving sight and providing light to the blind (spiritually and physically). John is the only gospel that tells of this particular act. In many other instances, Jesus simply touched the person receiving grace or spoke a blessing. This story goes on to explain how the man's parents were brought before Jewish leaders and asked if in fact, he had been born blind and was healed. (There was debate among those in the area as to whether the act had really occurred and the Jewish leaders were looking for a charge against Jesus.)

The man's parents confirmed he was born blind and he was their son however they were afraid to testify regarding his healing. The man himself was not. He told the Jewish leaders exactly how he had been healed. He even wittingly questioned the Pharisees regarding their probe of disbelief. Through this miracle, the man grew to believe and worship God (v. 38). If we read the entire passage, we will notice that the man went from calling Jesus "the man they call Jesus" (v. 11), to the prophet (v. 17), to sir (v. 36), to Lord. You see.. he grew in his faith by obeying, receiving, witnessing, testifying, and then seeking understanding to gain a personal encounter or relationship with Jesus. We can learn a lot from this man, his dirt and his disability. 

1.) The mess (mud) that you are going through may not be a result of anything that you did wrong.  The Pharisees assumed it was either the blind man's fault or the sins of his parents that brought about his blindness. Jesus tells them that he is not blind due to sin, but so that God may get glory through his healing. 

2.) The man's blindness brought about an opportunity for God to do a mighty work in his life. Your mess may be an opportunity for God to show you and those around you just what He is capable of doing. 

3.) What God has commanded to heal you may be different than what works for others or how he has healed others. Matthew 9:27-31 shows that God heals two blind men by simply touching their eyes. Quite a bit different from the mud you are going through to bring about your healing. Your situation may appear as similar to others on the surface, but in your heart there may be a difference that only God knows. 

4.) The dirt/mess was a significant ingredient in the man's healing. The mud was important. Your mud is too, sis! Your mess or the thing that you are going through may bring you vision. It may show you a side of the world that you were not aware of. It may open your eyes to the things that are going on around you or lead you to your calling. The mess often exposes us to a side of life that we would take for granted if everything was always peachy. 

5.) How much are you willing to participate in your own healing? Jesus told the man to go wash His face in the pool of Siloam in order to be healed. He had to be obedient. Not only that, he had to participate in his healing by finding his way. It would have been simple for God to send him to wash his eyes after he regained his sight. But sometimes when we receive blessing prematurely we become busy celebrating and forget to follow through on our end of the bargain. Are you willing to participate in your own betterment or do you expect God to just say the word? 

6.) The man was completely blind and had not been able to see since birth. The situation you are in could be going on like for what seems forever and there is absolutely no way out. You may have grown to accept that its just the way it is and you've adapted and learned to live in this mud/mess. Remember, those are the situations that God specializes in; those things that seem hopeless. He is capable of doing exceedingly and abundantly. (Ephesians 3:20)

7.) Will you testify after you are healed? When something radical happens to you or you step out on faith to participate in your healing by being obedient will you be ashamed to tell people just how far you had to go? Will you sugar coat it or would you stand in a room full of non-believers and confidently say "God did it with mud!"?  Will you be ashamed of your mess and hide it from the world? The blind man was not afraid to testify to the Jewish leaders. He cared nothing about their theological views, he only knew what he could testify to and that was that he had been healed. You don't have to be a biblical scholar to tell others what God has done for you. 

8.) Though the world may deem you as dirty, they aren't aware of the healing that is taking place. They may avoid you to keep from getting your mud on them not knowing God is in your mess. I'm sure those that saw the man with mud on his eyes didn't initially think "Whoa, an awesome thing is happening in his life." I'm sure they thought, "Ugh... you are a mess!" That is probably how people are looking at you. Not knowing that God has allowed mud into your life only to open your eyes, show you light, give you vision, make you clean, and heal you. They don't know that God has touched you and is guiding you as you follow His directions. 

9.) The man was a beggar but scripture does not tell us that he had begged for healing. Much like us, he didn't even know what he needed. He didn't even know what to ask for because either he thought that requesting sight was too great of a task or maybe he'd become comfortable in his disability. Disability sometimes gives us a crutch. It gives an excuse. We claim to want to be healed, to want a new job, to want a better situation... but that would only require us to step out of our comfort zone so we don't pursue it wholeheartedly. Just in theory. 

10.) Although Jesus did not just say the word to incite the man's healing, the healing still came from His mouth in the form of saliva. Often times, we do not receive healing or God's promises because it doesn't come in the form we expect. We may expect revelation through scripture, when the Holy Spirit actually speaks to us through prayer. We may expect for the preacher to lay hands on us or anoint us with oil, when all we have to do is believe or wash ourselves clean. When the word doesn't come in the manner we sought it, we sometimes ignore it. 

People may know all that you have been through. People may know of some of the things that you have done. They know of the lifestyle that you once lived, some of the mistakes you've made. But what they don't know is how God will use your dirt as a testimony to save others. God said in His word that He will use what was meant for bad for your good. (Genesis 50:20) And though they may remember all of your faults and flaws, God says that he will remember them no more.  In fact, God knew that you would hold on to your past and punish yourself so he sought to remind you that He would not. He knew you would need reminding of this constantly so He references Him forgetting your transgressions over 25 times in the bible. (Isaiah 43:25, Hebrews 10:17, Hebrews 8:12, Romans 5:20...etc.) 

God specializes in using mud to construct greatness. In the KJV, this mud concoction is considered clay. Throughout scripture, God uses clay and the molding of dirt as symbolism. Clay or dirt is weak, it is malleable. But with God it becomes strong and usable. It is not a coincidence that Adam was created from dirt. God is the potter (Jeremiah 18:4-6). He shapes and molds the most magnificent things in nature with earthly elements and his divine power. That is what He is doing with the dirt that is in your life, sis! 

What part of you needs to be covered in mud? What dirt is in your life that you need to surrender to God? What is it in your life that needs a touch from God? What if that touch doesn't come in the manner that you expect? What if your financial breakthrough isn't an inheritance or a check in the mail? What if instead you are given a job that you don't like so you have to earn the funds you were praying for? Or what if the husband that you sought God for is a little rough around the edges and things aren't picture perfect? What if the car you prayed for isn't a 2013 but is a 1997 that you have to fix up? Seek to discover the Magnificence in your mud.

The chorus to one of my favorite songs by Mary Mary reminds us that we "need a lil dirt to grow." That mud might be anointed sis... don't be ashamed to get dirty.

Love you so much Masterpieces, 
-Kimyatta

Daily Prayer: Thank you God for my situations. Help me to see you and bring you glory in all things. Give me the strength to remain godly and forgive me for my sins. I trust that You are able to do all things according to Your riches in glory. 

Scripture to Study: Jesus said, “For judgment I have come into this world, so that the blind will see and those who see will become blind.” John 9:39

The voice spoke to him a second time, "Do not call anything impure that God has made clean." Acts 10:15

Golden

The tabernacle... a tent, place of dwelling, or sanctuary. The Bible tells us that it was a sacred place where God chose to meet His people, the Israelites, while they aimlessly wandered around the desert for 40 years. The tabernacle would contain the Ark of the Covenant (the commandments) and it would be where the people would come together to worship God, offer sacrifices, and dwell in the Lord's presence. God gave Moses specific instructions on every aspect of the construction of the tabernacle. Sis, I'm talking about exactly how long the cloth would be used for curtains, what to use to dye them, what color they should be, and so on!! The directions were particular to EVERY ELEMENT of the tabernacle. God was so thorough in this revelation to Moses, that He even gifted certain men to build the tabernacle and told him where to get the resources from. (And we tend to doubt the details in His plan for our life??...but anyway.....)

A reoccurring element in the construction of the tabernacle was hammered gold. Gold was beaten into thin plates to be used as a covering for other elements of the tabernacle. It was fashioned into thin sheets and threaded into the garments worn by the high priest. The highly studied Lampstand which was the only source of light for the inner court of the tabernacle was made of gold. The two cherubim (the little angelic baby looking sculptures) that were to be placed on the altar were made of gold. A sacred bowl used for things such as the drink offering was also made of gold. But you see... in all of these directions sis, God was specific to point out that the gold was "hammered gold". Beaten gold. Wonder why? Maybe the hammering of gold made it easier to work with. Gold that is beaten can be shaped and formed into practically anything.

The gold used on God's altar, in order to be good enough... had to be beaten, molded, hammered, heated. The gold that has been commonly used as an adornment since the beginning of time is typically beaten, molded, hammered, heated. One of the characteristics of gold is that it is malleable. This means that it is capable of being hammered or pressed permanently out of shape without breaking or cracking. It will bend, but not break. Its capable of changing forms and becoming something new. Gold maintains value because it is resistant to oxidative corrosion. It doesn't rust when exposed to the elements. When subjected to water and wind, it maintains strength and shine. It is also considered ductile or able to be deformed without losing toughness. The melting point of gold is very low, making it easily used but also requiring it to be reinforced if brought anywhere near heat. But gold is one thing that consistently maintains value. It's mined, sold, melted, reshaped, and reformed... and continues to be used. You see... those things that are golden are beautiful, decorative, versatile, and valuable. 

And you, my dear... are golden.

Surely you've wondered why it seems like the better you think you are doing, the harder times get. Or the closer you get to God, the more things start falling apart. Or maybe you've just wondered why you are going through hell? Its getting hot, ain't it? Well..... like the gold that God instructed to be used in the temple, we have to be hammered or beaten into a form that can be used. The beating process of gold makes it flexible. The more we go through, the more flexible we are because we know how things can change at any minute and in order to survive we must adapt. Succumbing to the struggles of life conditions us for the battles we may face in life. In order for God to use us, we have to be capable of being heated, beaten, molded, shaped, thinned out or worn thin. In order to present ourselves on the altar before God, we may have to take a beating.  But you see sis, gold is soooo strong and pure that it takes the beating and remains resilient. It doesn't lose worth and it is still very valuable. No matter what you put gold through, it still shines. 

I want God to make me into exactly what He needs in order for Him to use me. If this entails taking a beating, then I understand that like those things used in the tabernacle, I too can be used for the Kingdom! Don't give up. You may be beaten but you are not broken. A single bar of gold, after being beaten can be stretched over 50 yards without breaking. Gold that has been heated and processed is also more appealing to spectators. All that you have been through, will make your witness to others more relevant. Your testimony will be more appealing because the tests you have faced will equip you to relate to others. Consumers are more likely to purchase gold that has been shaped. Those things that we face that seem difficult are preparing us to be used by God. Recall that the melting point of gold is very low so it must be reinforced if brought anywhere near heat. Sis, during our struggles, when things start heating up, trust that God is near. He is reinforcing you. He said in His word that He would never leave nor forsake us. (Deuteronomy 31:6) 

Take pride in all that you have been through because if you went THROUGH it, that means that you came out. If you are facing difficult situations or things are heating up, don't lose faith in God because chances are He is closer now than ever. Job 23:10 says "But He knows, the way that I take; when He has tested me, I will come forth as gold."  Like a goldsmith, when things start to heat up, He is near so that He can mold you into whatever the situation is making you. Despite what you are going through or have been through, understand that God will and can use it for your good. SHINE, SIS! You're being molded for His purpose. 

With love, 
-Kimyatta

Daily Prayer: Lord, help me to stay strong in my time of struggles. I know that all things happen for the good of those that love You. Please make me new and make me into whatever I need to be so that you can use me. 

 Scripture to study: And I will put this third into the fire, and refine them as one refines silver, and test them as gold is tested. They will call upon my name, and I will answer them. I will say, ‘They are my people’; and they will say, ‘The Lord is my God.’” Zechariah 13:9

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While You Wait Part 2

As I alluded to in the previous post, the wait is a test of our faith. When we know that God has promised us something, we want it NOW! But during the period between revelation and reception, we are given the opportunity to show God that we trust His word. We are able to work towards the promise and practice contentment. This is an example of how to "work your faith". When you truly believe that what God has in store for you is coming, you take steps that may not make sense to others. You make decisions and operate as if you are getting ready. Those on the outside looking in will have a hard time understanding your actions. Don't let them discourage you! This is called radical faith and it pleases God. You are taking whatever steps necessary to get ready for what God has for you. Here are some examples of what radical faith might look like:

• Waiting on a husband? - Start practicing home management like cooking regularly, eliminating debt, and personal grooming (You wanna be fine for your man, don't you sis?) 
• Waiting on a baby? - Prepare yourself physically to carry a child and practice better time management to prepare for having to get two people ready instead of one. 
• Waiting on a promotion? - Research what the job entails, dress the part, ask for more responsibilities to prepare yourself.
• Waiting on a new job? - Update your resume', have interview attire ready, and start practicing interview questions. 
• Waiting on a financial breakthrough? - Tithe on the amount you are expecting, sow in faith, write out a budget for the increase to prepare proper stewardship over the money. 
• Waiting on a new house? - Buy a new comforter set or bathroom decor, maybe just a new welcome mat and put it up.

There is nothing worse than opportunity knocking at your door and you aren't home or dressed to open the door. There is no such thing as being too prepared. To continue practicing after you have prepared will ensure that you have built a habit and will make you more comfortable when you receive it. By progressively making strides towards whatever it is you are waiting for you renew your hope. You are also showing God that you are fully confident in Him. When someone is confident in you, doesn't it kinda encourage you to perform to the best of your abilities? When people believe we can do something, we do our best to get it done. Well, God is that way too. 

Sometimes the wait is prolonged because of our very own disobedience. It may be a tough pill to swallow, but our inability or unwillingness to follow God's ordered steps can sometimes make us have to wait longer for "it" than He initially planned. The choices that we make during the waiting process can directly affect the time of the wait. If God has revealed a five point to-do list and you knock it out, your "it" may come a little quicker than if you procrastinated in getting it done. Like the Israelites who wandered around the desert for 40 years, we sometimes take an altered path outside of the directives God has given us and lead ourselves into the wilderness. (Then complain and cry about it... even though it is our own fault we are lost. Just being honest, sis.) Hebrews 3:16, 18-19 says "Who were they who heard and rebelled? Were they not all those Moses led out of Egypt? … And to whom did God swear that they would never enter his rest if not to those who disobeyed? So we see that they were not able to enter, because of their unbelief". You may not have reached the promise land yet, because you are still wandering around in the wilderness. We often fail to obey God's instructions because we simply don't believe that it's going to happen. In other instances, we are scared of sacrificing comfort to follow God's orders. And lastly, it's possible that we just don't think we can accomplish the task or we deserve the "it" God has revealed. Remember sis, God will equip us to complete whatever task He sets before us and He wants you to have His best. God purposefully gives us task to complete that we are not qualified to do on our own or items that many wouldn't think we deserve so that when we receive it there is no other explanation than BUT GOD! This way, He is certain to get the glory.

You might not have "it" yet, because you haven't received it. Yep, you've been waiting, you are prepared but you weren't expecting. Sounds silly, huh? Sometimes "it" will show up and we don't even recognize it! The Word says "See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it? I am making a way in the desert and streams in the wasteland." (Isaiah 43:19)  A dear friend told me recently "You ain't waiting on God, He's waiting on you!" Do what needs to be done so that you can receive all that the Lord has for you, honey. Then wait... expectantly! It may not come from the direction that you anticipated, it may not come at the time you thought it would, it may not look like you envisioned. But that might be your "it", sis! All you have to do, is claim it. Open your heart and your eyes. Pray for God to give you a spirit of discernment so that you are able to recognize when He blesses you with answers to your prayers. Seek God for a plan and get on it. If you have completed His orders, stay faithful, consistent and be on the lookout. 

God uses the wait to protect us from sinning sometimes. Remember me asking why you wanted "it" anyway? Well sometimes we focus so much on the "it" that it becomes an idol. We think about it more than we do God. We are determined to do what we have to do so that we can get "it" and if having faith in God is going to accomplish that then, okay. Whoa sis...check the motives on that!! If you are thinking about the "it" more than you think about God, then it's borderline idolatry and the Word warns us of this extensively. God may not give us something that He knows will distract us from Him or negatively impact our relationship with Him. He loves us enough to protect us from ourselves. Can't go to church because you signed up to work overtime to be able to afford that car you were waiting on? No time to study the Word because you're chillin with that man you've been waiting on? Or even worse maybe the man you've been waiting on is now in your life...but he wants to have sex before marriage? Are you exhibiting ungodly behavior or doing things you know aren't Christ-like to advance the corporate ladder and get that promotion you've been waiting for? Well, God knows these things may happen and He is a very jealous God. If there is a chance your "it" will accidentally become your god (notice the lowercase g), God may very well protect you by withholding your it. Your wait will strengthen your relationship with Him to ensure it's a bond that can't be easily broken or replaced. 

If you are anything like me, you are probably wondering why God would reveal something to us, but not tell us when, where, how, or maybe even who! I believe that there are occasions that if we knew the finite details of God's plan, we would impede on His sovereignty. We would attempt to take matters into our own hands to speed up the process. In doing so, we would skip out on the development process and possibly put ourselves in danger. We would cut the prep period short and enter into the promise underdeveloped. Practice makes perfect and the more you work on the things He has revealed the more prepared for "it" you'll be. By rushing things, we would accidentally tell God, "You taking too long, I got this." You would cease to operate your faith and trust in God by attempting to make things happen on your own. You would take away the glory that is rightfully God's. Yep, by disrespecting the timeline that God has set for us, we are taking away the glory that He gets IF the "it" happens to come to pass. 

God is the clock-maker. He knows exactly how the clock works. He existed before time and exist yet and still beyond time. God's plan is perfect and His promise is true. Imagine how much sweeter it will be after you've waited for "it" for so long. Imagine how much more appreciative you will be. Imagine how pleased you will make your Father in heaven when you trust Him and take Him at His word. Imagine how much glory it will bring God when the world knows the certainty of those that wait on the Lord. Imagine how much more peace you will have knowing you've prepared and practiced for your "it". Stop watching the clock, sis. As you are going about the business of Christ, trust me... He will be taking care of your business. Don't rush Him. Wait.

Keep in mind that some of the promises, some of the rewards are being stored in heaven. There may be somethings that you are waiting on that God wants to personally hand you Himself when you get to Kingdom. Don't be discouraged with a man made, cultural timeline. This world and everything in it will fade away but those things that are stored in heaven are eternal. Live daily seeking God's calling and purpose for you. We all want to hear Him say "Servant, well done." He will give us the desires of our hearts if they align with His will, but the word doesn't say when and if He doesn't, He is still God! Besides....the ultimate wait my dear, is the one for the return of our Savior. It will all be worth it. 

Love you, 
Kimyatta

Daily Prayer: God thank you for making me wait. I understand that although sometimes I get impatient, I trust that You know what is best. Thank you for giving me time and training me to be a proper steward over all that You have planned for me. 

Below I have listed several scriptures that help me out when I'm getting impatient. You may want to bookmark them or refer back to this post when you need the encouragement as well. I know it get's tough, sis. Let's pray for each others peace. 

• Isaiah 40:31 - but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint. 
• Psalm 40:1 - I waited patiently for the Lord; He turned to me and heard my cry.
• Psalm 25:21 - May integrity and uprightness protect me, because my hope, Lord, is in You. 
• Isaiah 30:18 - Yet the Lord longs to be gracious to you; therefore he will rise up to show you compassion. For the Lord is a God of justice. Blessed are all who wait for him!
• Psalm 5:3 - In the morning, Lord, You hear my voice; in the morning I lay my request before You and wait expectantly. 
• Hosea 12:6 - But you must return to your God; maintain love and justice and wait for your God always. 
• Lamentations 3:24 - I say to myself, "The Lord is my portion; therefore I will wait for him." 
• Psalm 38:15 - Lord, I wait for you; you will answer, Lord my God. 
• Psalm 130:5 - I wait for the Lord, my whole being waits, and in His word I put my hope. 
• Psalm 33:20 - We wait in hope for the Lord; He is our help and our shield. 
• Romans 8:25 - But if we hope for what we do not yet have, we wait for it patiently. 
• Psalm 27:14 - Wait for the Lord; be strong and take heart and wait for the Lord. 

While You Wait Part 1

Time flies when you're having fun, huh? Well it definitely doesn't fly when you are waiting on something. Actually it seems to stop. Well.. your time seems to while everyone else's is moving right along and honey that will frustrate the strongest of saints. I don't know about you, sis. But patience is something I struggle with. It is something that I am working on, praying for and learning how to apply. I heard a minister say recently that praying for patience was risky because if God gives you patience that may mean you have to wait longer for what your "it" is. I agree. But I also believe with my whole heart that the God that created time, knows better than anyone when it is time. We frequently comment that "all things happen in God's time." And despite how convincingly we make the statement, we are not always okay with that. You're human sis, I know you get impatient too. Waiting on that check, house, new car, husband, promotion, new job, baby, opportunity, revelation or peace...OMG! When, Lord?!!! 

Whatever it is you are waiting for, you want it now! I'll be honest, there are some things that I want NOW as well. But I know that the reality is that I very well may not be ready for them or prepared for all that these things may bring. I understand that I need to prepare, practice, and plan for whatever my "it" is and when God, the Giver of all things, feels I am ready, it'll come. God's time is not like man's. Why do you want it now anyway? Is it to make life easier on yourself, to make yourself happy, or to fulfill God's purpose? Check your motives instead of the clock. While we only see the clock on the wall, the sunset or sunrise, the calendar numbers change... He see's the beginning, the end, and an entire picture of how all aspects surrounding every situation will be effected. While we may only be thinking about our position or promotion, God is strategically arranging things so that they will work together for the good of all of those that love the Lord! (Romans 8:28)

Although I know these things, there are still times when the wait is a bit difficult. The anticipation of what is to come can cause us girls a mountain of stress because we are wired to over-analyze situations. Stress is brought about when we are not aware of what is going on or we feel that we are not in control. I certainly understand and have too laid in my bed for hours unable to sleep thinking about "when". This can be especially frustrating when God has shown you or confirmed the "it" to you, but there is not a direct timeline available. Or maybe you thought there was a designated time and it has come and gone. Chances are that designated time was not God's time therefore it was irrelevant. Remember sis, anytime we feel anxiety because of lack of control or uncertainty about what is going on during the wait or why, we are not fully trusting God. We want to know what day, what time, what hour, and what minute. It is very easy to exclaim that we have faith, but worrying (caused by thinking too much usually) means that faith is not being put into practice. It is just being announced. You know like I do that faith without works is dead. (James 2:17)

The wait isn't a bad thing though. Hear me out, beloved. There are several reasons why the wait is beneficial. Our Heavenly Father knew this concept would be hard to grasp and harder to practice so He gave us plenty of encouragement in His word regarding the wait. (I'll give you a few go-to scriptures later.) The struggle to wait on the Lord's promise is also not something new. It has been an issue with man since back when God promised Abraham and Sarah they would conceive as they approached and surpassed childbearing years. Recall with me that Sarah, impatient in the wait, had her servant Hagar sleep with Abraham to bear a child for her. (What Sarah?!) Yeah, you may not be able to relate to Sarah's impatience but if you think a little I am certain you can recall a situation in which you tried to take time into your own hands and make something happen.  I have learned that when we attempt to take time into our own hands, we are taking our lives out of God's hand. How many messes have you made with your hands? How many messes has God made with His? I think you would agree with me that His hands are the best place for our lives to be because clearly we've messed it up before. Maybe you haven't... but I have. 

Waiting serves several important purposes. Generally we are not ready for what we are waiting for. God understands that there is a process for promotion. Any step up in additional responsibility requires some level of preparation or training. You may be waiting on a new car but are not in the best financial position to make the payments. You may be waiting on a husband but there are some personal, financial, or emotional issues that you need to work out before committing to someone else lifelong. You may be waiting on a new job but there are skills that you need to acquire or discipline that you need to obtain before entering a new career. On the other hand, you may be ready to receive what God has for you but it isn't ready for you. Maybe God is working on getting the interest rates down on the car, cleaning up your credit so that you can get a better deal, making that man into a husband (There is a difference. We'll discuss that later), or situating the new career opportunity to make it a smooth transition. There are some things going on behind the scenes that you can't see. 

It is also likely that if the prep period is rushed, we may not be prepared once we receive it. That may lead to us misusing or being disobedient with it, causing us to lose it. Something that we have waited on so long.... gone... all because we weren't ready. The right thing at the wrong time may as well be the wrong thing! Think about some of the things that you've been praying for and waiting on. If God has yet to reveal what you should be doing while you wait, seek guidance. Meditate on these things and meet me back here in a couple of days to explore the wait further. Yes... you have to wait for the next post! :) 

With Love, 
-Kimyatta

Daily Prayer: Lord, I trust Your promise. I pray that Your will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Thank You for our daily bread and enough grace to make it through today. Help me to wait on Your plan and prepare me for whatever will bring You glory. 

Instead of a scripture to study, please check the follow up post for a few scriptures that you can jot down or bookmark to help you, to encourage you while you are waiting. Let's be transparent and real with each other while we are struggling with waiting, ladies. God has not forgotten us. :)